Ex-bf: Okay so he kept sending these 3 sentence bullshit “how’s everything” emails with no real content. For some reason, it bugged me. I told him “no offense, but I’m going to close this match. It’s weirding me out to see you in here.” CLOSED and done. I’m trying to get a date. I don’t have time for wacked out ex-bf antics.
About the friend in love with me….guys, this one is driving me out of my mind. He KEEPS bringing it up over and over…” yea I am ok.....just hard getting past u....besides that I am feeling a little lonely the last few days and I miss hanging out with u!” … I am sure you know u can still talk to me about anything...I just hope u feel you can…even boys.....I would rather know than not be part of ur life.” For fuck’s sake. …” overall in life I am mostly happy...but dont be sorry for the rest....its not ur fault how u do or dont feel and I know that.” Okay…of course I said things in between, and it would exceptionally rude of me to list the whole conversation here, but I’m starting to feel manipulated. There is a neediness here that is so strong I have started to lose respect for my friend. As a matter of fact, it’s realy starting to piss me off. I feel mean even thinking it, but really, it’s too much. Get a hold of yourself. I can be caring and loving and sensitive, but it’s like he’s trying to make me feel bad in a passive aggressive way. I don’t. Sorry. Grrrrr….now I am just avoiding him bc I don’t want to hear this crap anymore. Self pity is not something I do well with. PLUS, IMing this shit to me is really immature. Please see my first entry Text or Next.
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